How to Heal Through Nature

A 3-lesson, self-paced course based on Whitecrow’s book, Trauma Can Be the Fertilizer to Your Bloom.

Metabolize the trauma, step into your True Powerful Self, and be a living demonstration of what is possible. Everyone can be a lighthouse, and everyone has a purpose. After working with hundreds of people, I know this to be a fact.  If someone is just a tiny bit willing to grow, a tiny bit willing to be kind to themselves, and a tiny bit willing to face the hard stuff….the harmonizing principle, nature, grace, or (also known as the divine) will handle the details. 

A drop of willingness merges you with the ocean of Love, and ignites the organizing principle of the universe on your behalf.

 Trauma is any pain that you did not have the tools, safety, or support at the time to heal. This pain that got stuck in your body and psyche; it is trauma. Trauma can be from childhood, ancestral, cultural or religious, medical, or systemic oppression. I believe those who are the most traumatized have even more fertilizer to become great healers and voices of change. As an incest and cancer survivor and now thriver, I know this to be true. I have the partner, retreat center, and service community I've also dreamed of. Your dreams are still possible. 

Re-connecting back to our innate worth, bodies and nature we reclaim our power back from the thousands of years of raping the Earth, women, people of color and torture to animals. There is personal trauma, collective trauma in agricultural practices, racism, and power-over oppressive systems.  This is why self-love is a radical act.

The most common thing in all the sessions, retreats, and training I have ever heard is “I have trouble receiving love”.  Why is this? I believe it is because of the thousands of years of a mis-definition of power.  Receiving help, love, and support feels vulnerable…right? Why?  Because on a deep unconscious level we have been taught to believe we have more power in giving.  We have been taught to idolize individualism. Embracing the discomfort of loving yourself, of being kind to yourself, and asking for help…. you begin to clear the traumatizing power-over models

When you let some kindness in.  When you forgive yourself a little more.  The fertilizer, mud, or pain will rise to be metabolized.  When you receive love, you ultimately receive yourself. You bring back to you a part of yourself.  Why? Because pain is un-utilized energy that is trapped as trauma. 

Trauma is the fertilizer to your bloom.

 

We ALL resist our full power and shine. We have forgotten that as one of us shines we are ALL uplifted.  As we let our light out, ancestral trauma will rise up to be alchemized.  We fear attack and judgement when we shine, because the attack vibration is already stored in our cells. 

In receiving love, you give. In giving, you receive. This flow alchemizes the pain.   Trauma stored in our bodies of power-over hierarchy models  in our relationships to Nature, our bodies, race, medicine, and religion keeps this flow from happening.   The oppressive systems want to keep your power.  Reciprocity of love, wisdom, and energy is the fundamental harmony of life and intrinsic flow of nature.

Power-over: Colonization, Patriarchy, Systemic Racism, Misogyny, Ecological Destruction: have created a collective wounding Trauma.  This is not your fault.   It is my hope this resource helps you to clear the collective trauma from your body. 

Bottom line.  It’s time to USE the pain/trauma instead of letting it use you.  It’s time to take your power back.

I BELIEVE that as you let the tools, teachings in these videos to support you; the darkest of the dark, can be brought to the light.  It is possible.  It is your divine birthright to be peaceful, on purpose and love your life. 

You were not born to suffer.